It's Cold

I’m sitting here wondering where you are
Its useless use of my time
Traveling the roads
And see no place where I can stop
To enjoy the breeze

Outside it’s cold and you’re not here
And the wind blows you farther and farther away

While I go around my room
Playing hide and seek with you
Not knowing what I’m looking for

From this moment it feels so wrong
Where did all the stars go
Why is the sky no longer blue
And the food has no taste
My mirror asks me “who are you”

I don’t have answers to the questions
It’s all within my fingertips
The music lost its rhythm
The music has no words

This is the empty space just waiting for my words
Senseless words out there for nothing

you’re a stranger to this present, and the owner of my past
I’ve become the pet of dark nights
The lover of my own desires
I’ll give birth soon to the condemnation of my fears

At every crossing lies a mystery
And all eyes focus on me
and then run all over me
because I’ve become invisible under the light of the sun

the spot becomes darker, I don’t know why
I see above me the heavens I won’t reach
And below is the reflection of my death

All for nothing
All has lost its color
All has lost its life
All is gone forever